I had assumed for many years that I was the only man to think like this, to be seemingly incapable of maintaining a relationship for any duration exceeding a week.
In fact with the passing years my attention span has become shorter rather than longer as I had once hoped. I have in the past had relationships that lasted 3 years, 2 years and 18 months as well as many that survived my shortcomings for several months before my lack of interest finally took over.
Why should it be that some men can keep their level of interest sustained indefinately while others such as myself see women purely in terms of something new to fuck. I have travelled the country, indeed the world chasing fresh pussy....... should I be proud? Should I hang my head? Or should I share my experiences with the world in the hope of bringing a little enlightenment to others?
There have been times when I would have loved to have settled down with the girl I was with...... it can't be the case that every girl I have ever slept with was unsuitable can it? Yet as soon as the girl is available to me my interest wanes like mental brewers droop...... I have often wondered the reason for this, and can only assume that it is the consequence of some of the experiences I have endured over the years.
Having said that if that is indeed the way that the subconscious works then we are truly fucked.
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